Our Situation Is Not The Same

You're hurting because he's leaving? I shattered when you rejected me; when you decided that I was unworthy of being regarded as someone significant to you or to be seen as a respectable human being. While the situation you're facing now is distressing, but it cannot be compared to the pain that I am feeling deep within my heart, my soul, because I was deeply in love with only you, and you were infatuated with him. My feelings are sincere and deep-rooted while yours is based on the attraction you have for his looks. Hence, our circumstances cannot be deemed the same. 

Poetry

 "What is Poetry?" they asked.

"It’s Love in its purest form." I replied.

...

 At this moment, I am experiencing a sense of detachment from my physical being. My corporeal form appears inadequate to contain the entirety of my essence as it spills forth in an uncontrolled manner akin to an unruly surge on the shore. This day brings about emotions that render me friendless and incapable of self-recovery despite earnest efforts. Concurrently, lurking demons await their chance to overpower me while flashing their sharp teeth ominously. Because she doesn't know or maybe she does know but she just doesn't care and it pains me to my very core. Nevertheless, hope for a better tomorrow motivates me at this moment. If I do survive.

04/16/23

 I get what you mean.

I understand what you mean,

but I’m so hurt right now that I feel like you rejected me.

I should’ve known when to stop,

I should’ve known what was right,

but I didn’t listen to the good side of myself,

Instead I refused to give up without a fight.

Maybe that’s what happened

 "sometimes we fall in love with ideas not people"

maybe that’s what happened to me…

maybe I fell in love

with the idea of us,

that’s why I made

all that fuss.

fuss about you,

and that love that i thought

is meant to be true.

I could have loved you

I could have loved you nice,

I could have loved you good,

I could have been the one,

but that’s just something you never understood.

04/06/23

 On the 95th day of the year, I confessed my feelings to you and who you are to me, but I immediately took it back and said it was just a joke.