Pedestal

     I have placed you on a pedestal so high that I lost sight of the reality that you were not perfect. But now, as I pick up the pieces of my shattered heart and slowly heal from the wounds you inflicted upon me, I am beginning to see things clearly and understand that my love for you wasn't healthy or sustainable. It is a painful but necessary realization to move away from loving people who don't even have the decency to treat you with kindness and respect.

05/10/23

        The immense force of gravity could never make me fall the way I fell for you. I was captivated by your being. Sir Isaac Newton's law of universal gravitation would question itself if it knew how you made me fall for your beauty, stunning character, and overall persona.

Our Situation Is Not The Same

You're hurting because he's leaving? I shattered when you rejected me; when you decided that I was unworthy of being regarded as someone significant to you or to be seen as a respectable human being. While the situation you're facing now is distressing, but it cannot be compared to the pain that I am feeling deep within my heart, my soul, because I was deeply in love with only you, and you were infatuated with him. My feelings are sincere and deep-rooted while yours is based on the attraction you have for his looks. Hence, our circumstances cannot be deemed the same. 

Poetry

 "What is Poetry?" they asked.

"It’s Love in its purest form." I replied.

...

 At this moment, I am experiencing a sense of detachment from my physical being. My corporeal form appears inadequate to contain the entirety of my essence as it spills forth in an uncontrolled manner akin to an unruly surge on the shore. This day brings about emotions that render me friendless and incapable of self-recovery despite earnest efforts. Concurrently, lurking demons await their chance to overpower me while flashing their sharp teeth ominously. Because she doesn't know or maybe she does know but she just doesn't care and it pains me to my very core. Nevertheless, hope for a better tomorrow motivates me at this moment. If I do survive.

04/16/23

 I get what you mean.

I understand what you mean,

but I’m so hurt right now that I feel like you rejected me.

I should’ve known when to stop,

I should’ve known what was right,

but I didn’t listen to the good side of myself,

Instead I refused to give up without a fight.

Maybe that’s what happened

 "sometimes we fall in love with ideas not people"

maybe that’s what happened to me…

maybe I fell in love

with the idea of us,

that’s why I made

all that fuss.

fuss about you,

and that love that i thought

is meant to be true.